Spring, 1901
Minden, Louisiana
United States of America
The baby! She must save -- ! Then
Josephine woke as she had countless times before and calmed. It was warm and dark and she was
comfortable. There was no burning building
about her, the child had been lowered to its father, and only then had the
building collapsed. This time, however, Jo
did not relax and go back to sleep. She
had rested enough and she remembered what had happened. Jo had fallen inside
the building as the floors collapsed.
She had been pierced by a beam that kept her from escape just long
enough to lose consciousness. Then in
the midst of the fire even her shapechanger's body, already terribly wasted
from her rescue efforts, could not repair itself. She must have died, yet she could feel her body's health with the
clarity and detail that only a shapechanger could experience. Amazing! She was a baby, not even born yet! The warm darkness about her was her mother's
womb. Touching her mother's
flesh so intimately, she could also probe her mother's body. Mama was sitting in a chair, rocking, doing
something with her hands. Shelling
peas? Something like that. But her mother's body
was not healthy. Though it had extra
flesh, it did not know how to use the flesh properly. Josephine commanded it to awaken to its
fullest potential and make itself healthy.
It began to do so. The extra fat
would be a very useful source of energy and raw materials, while it lasted. There were some
problems that needed extra help. Not
that Mama's body could not -- now -- handle them, but it would take a long time
to do it right, using just an ordinary human's healing abilities working at its
best. But Jo was an extraordinary
human, one who commanded her body's resources several orders of magnitude
better than anyone else. And she could
use those powers on others. Three incipient
cancers inside Mama began to dissolve into healthy tissue. A ragged scar that pulled Mama's mouth down
at one side began to repair itself. Jo
made sure that it would take several months to do so; it could be done much
faster but that would scare Mama. Her
mother's skin began to lose today's sunburn -- overnight repair would be just
about right. There. That would do for now. Jo relaxed into sleep. . Hours -- days? --
later Jo awakened to unusual activity in Mama's body. A hardened penis was thrusting vigourously into Mama. Josephine probed her
mother's body. Mama was enjoying this,
and Jo could sense the man's body through her mother's body. This man had supplied the seed that had
helped make Josephine. And Daddy was
making love to Mama, not just having intercourse. A good thing,
too. For him. If this had been a rape Jo would make sure that the man quickly
pulled out and stumbled away to collapse and puke his guts out. Figuratively if the man were her father, and
if someone else, literally. Jo felt the love Mama
held in her bosom for Daddy. How good
it was to know that. Comforted,
Josephine put herself to sleep to give her parents privacy. . Jo slept a lot as her
body built itself toward birth as a healthy infant. During her awake time she recovered her memory, working backward
from her death and the heavy demands of her rescue effort in the fire. She discovered that she had died once
before, in 1890, at the age of sixteen, in her small village in eastern
France. The illness had swept the
village of more than half its people.
All of her family had been among those dead. Before that she had
been an ordinary girl child, working in the fields, tending barnyard animals
and the smaller children in her family.
She had learned to read and write French and to do simple arithmetic, as
most peasants did. After her first death
she had woken as a shapechanger. She
had lived a decade or so afterwards, slowly discovering her abilities. She could change her
skin in just a few seconds, in color, texture, and other ways, making it and
the rest of her body almost impervious to freezing or sweltering weather. She could change her muscles and other internal
organs in a few minutes. Bones took
longer, an hour or more for minor changes, days for major ones. Bones could be changed much faster,
but it left them fragile. She could also control
her emotions and her thoughts better than ordinary humans. She was very, very cautious about making
changes in her brain, but in a few years she had become one of the brightest
people in the world, and she began to think of getting a better education, or
traveling. But death had cut short
those ambitions. Now she had a second
chance. It took all of her esoteric
self-control to handle her impatience.
She diverted it partly by making improvements in her body, and her
mother's, to make birth safer and easier. . Josephine knew when it
was only a day or two before Mama would birth her. Jo made a few delicate adjustments to Mama's body so that labor
began an hour or so after sunrise. Mama
was awake and eating a solitary piece of buttered toast when Jo started
labor. Daddy was presumably awake and
ready for the day too, and so it proved. Daddy quickly had them
in the marvelous family vehicle, no longer a novelty to Josephine after several
trips in it but still lots of fun. Jo
was eager to see what it looked like.
She had only been able to deduce its appearance and function from the
several trips her Mama had taken in it. As the vehicle began
moving it seemed to be traveling quite fast.
At an opportune moment, when Mama touched Daddy's arm and made some sort
of protest -- probably about the speed of Daddy's driving -- Jo used the channel
established by Mama's touch to calm Daddy.
The journey became safer. At the end of the
short trip Mama lay prone and was taken somewhere in a very smooth
fashion. Jo made sure her mother was
calm and happy, not fearful, about what was to come. For a few hours Mama
lay in a bed of some sort as her labor sensations grew stronger and more
frequent. With the improvements Jo had
made to Mama's body the sensations never became pain. So well had Mama's body improved itself that Jo did not have to
make any final adjustments at all. Then the body
belonging to the cool hands that had touched Mama's body periodically during
labor said something decisive. Mama
made another short journey to a room where several people waited, to judge from
the sounds transmitted to Jo's ears, and the birth began. Several strong pushes
squeezed Jo almost painfully and she felt her body began to slide. World, here I come! As a last effort
before leaving the womb Jo absorbed almost all of the afterbirth and perhaps
half of the amniotic fluid, leaving just enough to make her exit smooth and
safe for the both of them. Jo saw no
need to waste such useful materials. Then the world became
very confusing. Bright light assaulted
Jo's dark-sensitized eyes, drawing tears before her eyes adjusted quickly to
it. Jo did not try to interpret the
images yet. Sounds were so much less
muddy than they had been, and somewhat louder.
Her body seemed to be freezing for just an instant before her skin made
itself comfortable. Worst of all, a
massive clamp imprisoned Jo's ankles and raised her to dangle upside down. Blood in her body began to rush down to her
head before her body normalized the blood flow. Something painfully whacked her bare bottom, startling a cry out
of her that brought sludge raining out of her lungs. Damn it, I was just about to cough that up myself! Idiot!
Asshole! The air was sharp and
Arctic within her lungs. Dozens of
stenches assaulted her nose, changing to mildly unpleasant as her body adjusted
to them, then to innoucuous. Jo was
kept busy for many fascinated seconds puzzling out all the biochemical uses of
the substances which had such odors. By then she was
wrapped in a soft, warm blanket, all except her belly and crotch. Someone fumbled at the umbilical cord, a
strong thread was tied around it close to her belly, and something sharp
snipped the cord loose from her body. Shit! They had cut
the cord before Jo's body had cast it loose.
She looked furiously up at the faces above her, each with a white mask
covering their noses and mouths. Then
she looked down at her truncated umbilical and angrily dissolved the cincture
into her body -- momentarily fascinated with the sharp and complex tastes of
the material making up the heavy thread, something not found in nature. Still angry, though less so, she quickly
healed the slightly blood end of the umbilical cord, then retracted it into her
body and formed a normal navel. There. Idiots!
THAT's what I was going to do until you assholes interfered! But Josephine's anger
was cut short at the sight below her navel.
It was a penis. Damn! There'd been some mistake. She was a boy! . It was seconds, or
maybe minutes, before Jo recovered from this surprising development. Meanwhile the white-masked people argued
among themselves, presumable about a development just as surprising to
them. A decisive voice ended the
excited discussion, and several of the people cleaned Jo's body and her
mother's. They focused mostly on Mama's
groin and Jo's face. When Jo turned her --
his? -- attention to her surroundings again she was in her mother's arms, who
had one breast bared. Jo's mouth,
seemingly without her conscious attention, took the proferred nipple and began
to suck. She raised both her hands to
grasp the breast. It seemed as large as
a mountain for a moment, until Jo realized that her own small head was scarcely
larger than Mama's breast. Mama's face was a bit
blurred, until Jo focused her/his attention on making his/her eyes work. The eyes were in
perfect condition, of course, but Jo realized that she ‑‑ he --
would have to learn to see again.
His/her eyes were a different size and shape than in hi/r previous
lives, and were spaced differently. It
would take a while before hi/r eyes would work well without conscious
attention. Mama's face was turned
down toward her/him, sweaty hair in unruly strands. Jo took in the smile on his mother's face, enjoyed the love he
could feel transmitted through their touching skin, admired the wisdom and
humor suggested by the wrinkles of age and laughter etched into his mother's
face. A warm, full feeling swelled in
his chest ‑‑ love pure and strong. Jo was very hungry and
emptied both Mama's breasts. Then
mother and son were separated, Jo to the nursery where he was bathed in warm
water and scrubbed gently but well.
Placed in a basinet and covered with a blanket, he slept several hours
despite the bright lights about him. Hunger woke Jo and
complaining sounds began to come from him, surprising him for a moment until he
realized that his baby instincts were asserting themselves. In a short while a female nurse in pale blue
clothing took him up, speaking nonsense to him and cuddling him while she took
Jo someplace. This turned out to be
Mama's room, and there was a strange man there. Strange until the man took him tenderly in his arms and began to
talk nonsense to Jo. When Jo grabbed
his thumb Jo "tasted" -- as he sometimes thought of this way to probe
someone's body -- that this was his father. Jo looked carefully at
the giant holding him: a trimmed reddish beard that matched the short curly red
hair on his Daddy's head, a smell of clean sweat and an aromatic pipe tobacco,
age lines showing as laugh lines, and a short but powerful body. His father was a happy man and Jo felt an
answering warmth in his chest. It came to Jo that he
had been very, very lucky to be born to a couple who cared so much for
him. He vowed at that instant to make
sure his parents were always healthy and happy. And beware anyone or anything that threatened them. A raging grizzly bear was a kitten compared
to a furious shapechanger. Then Daddy turned
toward Mama and laid Joe on her bosom, one breast already bared to feed him,
and Joe became a greedy baby again. . The day after his
birth began early for the infant shapechanger.
Noise and motion woke him and he instantly came awake and peered about
him. It was a nurse and the time, he
knew from his internal clock, was about 6:30.
The nurse placed Joe on a little cart like a miniature stretcher, which
he decided was exactly what it was. Now
what was this all about? She went down one
hall, turned into another, and entered swinging double doors by pushing the
cart through it ahead of her. Beyond
was an operating room. Interesting. A doctor and three
assistants waited within, already suited in white coats and masks. The nurse lifted Joe from the stretcher and
placed him on a brightly illumined operating table. Two of the assistants removed Joe's clothing and placed warm
blankets over his chest and tiny legs and feet, leaving his midriff bare. One of the assistants
quickly but thoroughly swabbed Joe's crotch and penis and testicles with
alcohol. The sharp cold was painful for
an instant before Joe's body adjusted his skin, then it merely felt pleasantly cool. A second assistant painted his penis with
another substance and it began to go numb. Aha! Joe had heard of this. It was done to Jewish males soon after
birth. They intended to remove his
foreskin. But his parents and
thus Joe weren't Jewish. Joe would have
long ago tasted the genetic difference in them and in himself. This was puzzling, but he mentally shrugged
the puzzle away. The doctor lifted a
scalpel from a tray beside him with one hand and reached and grabbed the tip of
Joe's penis with a thumb and forefinger.
Joe sent a command through the doctor's latex glove and the fingers
beneath it for the doctor's body to go to sleep. The doctor paused,
wavered on his feet, and carefully replaced the scalpel on the tray. He staggered away out of Joe's sight, but
Joe's hearing was perfect. As surely as
if he saw it he knew that the doctor got only to the edge of the room before
lying down, sighing with relief, and beginning to snore. There was a great deal
of discussion then, some of it quite emotional, but shortly Joe was returned to
his basinet. . The next morning the
circumcision procedure happened again.
This time, however, Joe was ready.
The instant one of the assistants tried to swab Joe's groin with alcohol
he put him to sleep. A second assistant
tried. He too was quickly snoozing on
the floor. There was much
discussion. Then Joe was again returned
to his basinet. . Later that day
circumcision was tried a third time.
Joe was really pissed. As soon
as the operating room door closed he breathed into the air a biochemical that
he had especially brewed for this purpose. Everyone in the room
except Joe began to feel ill. The
feeling increased in severity. The
doctor, who happened to be closest to Joe, started to vomit. He rushed to a sink to void into it. The nurse who had brought Joe to the room
had the presence of mind to quickly wheel him out of the room. Those within the room
began to recover. Joe had limited the
biochemical to degrade within minutes. That was the last attempt to operate on this
new infant. . | |