by
Laer Carroll
When she encountered the hole into
another world Major Alessa Lee was flying a Marine fighter jet over the
Atlantic to Europe and she was angry.
One of her former students had been shot down over the Mediterranean and
paraded through the streets of Arab cities.
Then his guards had been stupid and gutless enough to let an angry mob
kill him! Matt, with his rare smile,
self-deprecating wit, and utter professionalism.
Alessa gritted her teeth. If only she had been flying his plane
instead...! He had been good, but she
was extraordinary. But a long-standing patchwork
of laws and regulations kept women from combat roles. So in her thirteen years as a Marine she had been aerial
chauffeur, teacher, aeronautical engineer, and test pilot. Now she led a flight of Harriers being
ferried to Sardinia, off the coast of Italy, where she would head a retraining
program for Marine pilots, the closest she would ever get to actual fighting.
The four aircraft in her flight were
armed for aerial combat as a matter of policy, but lightly because of the
distance they had to fly. Also, their
route would not bring them close to hostiles—she would not have been allowed to
fly it otherwise.
But if she accidentally strayed
south... Her jet had only a sixth of a
tank of fuel left, making it lighter and more maneuverable, perfectly suited to
the savagely unorthodox aerobatics that had earned her the handle Dragon
Lady....
Wishful thinking vanished instantly as
that part of her which never slept jerked her fully alert. The air in front of her was rippling as if
shaken by heat waves. Then the shimmer
was gone and ahead of her was a wall stretching from infinity above to infinity
below. A wave of nausea swept through
her and suddenly she knew forward was down.
She pulled back on the joystick and saw a
brick-red aircraft expand before her.
She was overtaking it rapidly, the Harrier trembling as it approached
transonic speeds—they were going to collide!
Alessa rolled, flashing past the aircraft
with the Harrier's wings pointing toward sky and earth, her path curving away
from the other's. Gray-green land spun
over her and then under her again as she completed the roll. Her 40,000 foot height had somehow become
less than 5000. The blue sky was gone,
replaced by gray clouds.
Bright flame stabbed across her sight,
passing so close to her aircraft that it left an afterimage, and Alessa knew
the other aircraft had launched a missile at her and missed.
Instantly she rolled again, toward the
direction of the miss, knowing her attacker was even now correcting for his
failure by steering away from his last aiming point—which made that the safest
place to be. Turning her roll into a
dive, she raced away at top speed, feeling the Harrier tremble again as she
briefly went supersonic.
Alessa keyed her microphone, glancing
around her to find her companions, and called them. There was no answer.
They must not have come through
the...hole...in the sky with her.
The smart thing to do might be to
continue running away, but for all its good qualities the Harrier was slower in
a straight run than most other fighters.
More important, it was dangerous to turn her back on an unknown enemy,
especially in this weird situation, and she was as angry at the unprovoked
attack as she ever let herself to be in a fight.
At full power she looped back up and
over, a tight curve shaped by the very edge of her physical limits, a grey
tunnel forming around her vision as acceleration forces pulled the blood toward
her back, her breathing hoarse with the centrifugally multiplied weight of her
body. Leveling off she saw her target,
barely visible as a red dot below and about two miles in front of her.
Keying her targeting system, she got a
radar lock on the aircraft and launched a rocket of her own. Its guidance system failed and it
corkscrewed away into the distance, trailing faint gray exhaust. The enemy must be using electronic
countermeasures.
Closing rapidly, she fired a second
missile, a heat-seeker that would not be bothered by anti-radar. It also failed.
Instantly she lined up on the other
aircraft and triggered her machine gun aiming gear. Coming into range she began firing half-second bursts, the guns
audible as a faint zipping sound. The
red aircraft rolled to evade. Its wings
bent and flexed like rubber, surprising her but not keeping her from spinning
the Harrier around to remain on target, which expanded quickly in her sights.
Suddenly her opponent warped its wings to
claw at the air, seeking to drop behind her, but Alessa swivelled her jets
forward. They seemed to stop the
Harrier in mid-air, brutally jerking her forward in her seat against her safety
harness. This did not keep her from
pressing the machine gun trigger as her enemy crossed her sights. Her bullets struck it and a copper fluid
sprayed away into its slipstream. It
writhed like a snake, tore open to trail animal-like entrails, belched fire
from its mouth, and dropped away, its bat wings fluttering behind it.
Alessa gaped, the shock she felt at the
sight as much physical as mental. Her
belly hurt as if she had been punched there; her arms jerked and trembled,
causing the Harrier to wobble in its path.
The danger if she lost control jerked her back to the urgency of her
situation.
Quickly Alessa glanced at the sky
overhead and swung her head from side to side to check for enemies nearby, then
glanced at the radar screen to see if it revealed any company further
away. There was none.
She was safe, at least for now, and her fuel must last long enough
to find a landing site. This did not
have to be very large, since the Harrier could land vertically, but it did have
to be reasonably flat and clear of obstacles.
She throttled down to a fuel-saving "loiter" speed.
Alessa stared at the mottled grass- and
forest-land that rolled away into the distance on every hand. There was not a single glimpse of water
anywhere, and at this height and with the clear air under the overcast she
could see almost fifty miles. Her
flight had been about two hundred miles from the coast of Spain when she had
come through the hole. So she and the
kilotons of aircraft had been transported at least 250 miles in an instant.
Only she guessed she had come much
further than that. She was quite sure
Earth had nothing like her recent enemy.
If she was not crazy she had just killed a dragon.
Alessa quickly looked around, above,
backward, down at the radar screen, a reflex as automatic and regular as
breathing when she was in a combat situation.
A faint glow swirling like fog on the skin of her craft caught her
attention, its pattern and colors reminding her of mother-of-pearl. Then she noticed a darkening at the wingtips
where the glow seemed to be...evaporating.
Looking backward, she saw the rear of the plane darkening as well.
A shudder shook the craft. She looked at her instruments to see if they
signaled damage, but saw random flickering of indicator lights and numbers
instead. The anti-electronic effects
she had experienced during battle had either been renewed by someone else or it
was a natural phenomenon.
Whichever, the evaporating glow—or
encroaching darkness—strongly suggested that it was closing in. When it reached her escape circuitry she
would be sealed in what, without its electronic nerves, would be a plunging
metal coffin.
Drawing several deep breaths to better
oxygenate her blood, she armed and fired the ejection bolts, launching herself
into what felt like an Arctic hurricane.
She tumbled for a few seconds until the tiny guide parachute stabilized
her feet down. Moments later her
regular parachute popped open and her seat fell away, leaving the survival kit
that had been tucked underneath the seat bumping against the backs of her
thighs. Swinging like a pendulum,
Alessa Lee floated toward the new world below her.
She flipped up the frosted-over visor,
then unlatched her oxygen mask and let it hang from the side of her
helmet. The mildly hilly terrain she
could see was equally divided between forest and grassy field dotted with scrub
brush. What could be the remains of an
old road or dry river bed wound through the country. That looked like the safest place to land and she guided the
parachute toward it, beginning to look around now that the question of where to
land was settled. Periodically she
lifted herself by pulling on the harness and flexed her legs to ease the
constriction of the straps under her.
On one horizon she saw a dark-green band
that appeared to be a much taller and denser forest than what she saw
below. The gray overcast was lightened
in that direction by the sun. That
would be west—assuming the sun was going down, as it had been when she came through
the hole. In the opposite (eastward?)
direction she saw larger hills that rose to mountains so distant that they
blended almost invisibly into the sky.
The road, if that was what it was, seemed headed in that direction.
Closer at hand, several miles toward the
dense forest, she could see smoke from the wreck of her plane. She felt a pang of loss at that; aircraft
were as much a part of her as her hands or feet.
It should not be that way, she told
herself. Airplanes should be more like
shoes, expendable. That thought
suddenly struck her as very funny, and she started giggling, then stopped
herself when the laughter seemed to be getting out of control. Anyway, it was not funny; without her tough
flying boots she might very well die in the harsh land she saw coming up.
That land was pretty close now. Alessa drew her knees up a bit and readied
herself, pulling loose the remaining snaps holding on her oxygen mask. It dropped away, giving her one less
distraction.
Suddenly the ground was rushing at
her. She hit with a jolt as if dropped
from a second-story window, let herself fall the way she had learned in
survival school and Judo practice, and rolled to her feet. Grabbing the parachute cords, she spilled
the air from the 'chute canopy as it floated down beside her, its alternating
orange and white panels fluorescently bright against the drab sky and land.
Alessa unsnapped her helmet and dropped
it to the ground so she could better see and hear. Glancing around every few moments for danger, she quickly folded
and tied the thin but tough nylon. The wind was not strong but veered and
gusted erratically, making her battle to secure the cloth. But she did it; the 'chute could be made
into many things and might be the difference between surviving or not.
Then she unzipped the extra survival kit
she wore underneath an arm instead of the usual pistol and took out a folding
crossbow. She snapped it open, strung
it, loaded and cocked it, then set it ready to hand. It had cost her almost $700 but was worth every penny of it in a
situation like this. It was light,
tough, rust-proofed, had an adjustable sight and a cranking lever that could be
calibrated for distance. Best of all,
unlike a gun, it was almost silent and you could make its ammunition if you ran
out of the darts that came with it.
Anyway, if she met enemies with guns and
needed a gun, she would kill them and take their's.
From a matching kit under her other arm
she took out a belt with an attached pouch of darts and a sheathed survival
knife and strapped it around her waist.
The eight-inch long knife blade was almost razor sharp along six inches
of one edge and the first two inches of the opposite one. Closer to the guard the remainder of the
blade had teeth which could act like a saw or bind against an enemy blade. Its weight was distributed so that could be
used as a hatchet as well as a hunting knife—or as a combat knife, though she
would much rather put the distance of a sword blade between herself and an
enemy.
The knife would have been heavy and
clumsy in most people's hands, but not hers.
Like every pilot of high-performance aircraft she had developed very
strong neck, arms, and hands. This
strength had won her any number of bets.
Of course, it helped that she appeared weak. She was short and appeared softly overweight. From her Mexican mother she had inherited
eyes that were large and beautiful and seemed as timid as a deer's; from the
Chinese side of the family had come bone-structure and skin that made her seem
at least ten years younger.
She glanced through the survival kit,
took a disposable lighter and put it in a pocket—not that she would throw it
away if it ran out of fuel; its flint and wheel would continue to be useful for
months if not years. She distributed
several other things in various pockets, stuffed the 'chute and straps into the
kit, and attached it to her flotation vest to make a back pack. Lastly, she looped the chin strap of her
helmet through a slot in the vest and snapped the strap so that the helmet hung
out of her way. It was positioned so
that it could be quickly put on if something wanted to use her head for a
target.
The wind was picking up and becoming
colder. She stood looking around. The light spot in the clouds which hid the
sun was closer to the horizon, where the tall forest was, and her compass
agreed that that direction was west.
She had to make camp soon.
Still, she would like to go at least a
little way in the direction of civilization—assuming there was any on this
world. Hell, she did not even know if
there were humans here. For all she
knew the dragon had been a peaceful mail carrier who thought it had been
attacked by a strange "dog."
Perhaps she was even now being hunted by dragon animal-control officers.
Well, she would just not assume that
flying things were search-and-rescue aircraft.
In fact, even if she met humans it would be best to keep out of sight
until she knew what to expect from them.
She was still uncertain whether she had
landed on a road or a shallow river bed.
It could be both. Packed sand
extended for yards to each side, mostly bare but with patches of grass covering
parts of it. If it was a road, it had
not been traveled recently enough to leave any evidence behind.
In survival school she had been told that
rivers and roads ran downhill to larger and larger tributaries and cities, but
downhill was west toward the unbroken forest she had seen from the air. She felt very uneasy about that for some
reason, strange images and wisps of terror assaulting her when she thought
about it. On the other hand, when she
looked eastward toward the distant mountains she imagined castle towers with
gay pennants flapping in the breeze.
She shook herself, annoyed that childhood
stories and dreams should intrude on her in daylight. Rationally she should take her survival instructors' advice and
go west. But...she had always found her
intuition to be right more often than not....
Well, Hell. A command decision that was right but too late was always wrong;
she could freeze to death figuring it out.
So, MARCH, troops! she told herself, cradled the crossbow in her
arms, and stalked off toward the east.
§
Just before sundown she came across a
small stream which wound obliquely across her road/riverbed into a heavily
wooded patch of forest.
Following it under the trees was a bit scary; with the cloudy sky
sundown was like dusk and the trees made it practically night. However, she wanted to go far enough for a
fire to be invisible from what she was beginning to think of as the road.
She came across a place where the stream
had cut into the hill and brought down enough of it to form an irregular wall
beside the stream. After questing about
for dry wood, she got a fire started between the hill and the stream, then
chopped down several small saplings to make a pup tent with the parachute
forming the sides of the tent. It was
very crude, the material held down with several large stones; in the days to
come she would make a more conventional tent.
Using the rest of the 'chute as a floor
and bed, she sat down tiredly to boil a cup of water into which she sprinkled
instant tea. Then Alessa opened a can
of Spam. She had never liked it, but
now somehow the tea, meat, and a small packet of crackers became a feast.
Afterwards she rested a bit. The fact that she needed to worried her; she
had always had stamina that ran other people into the ground. Alessa wondered if she had caught some alien
illness. Or maybe she was laboring
under emotions stronger than she realized; nervous tension could fatigue. She shook off the thoughts and scrounged
enough wood to last the night, setting it close to hand, and went drowsily to
bed.
Then, paradoxically, she could not
sleep. She lay wondering what had
happened to her and listening to the night noises. Not that there was much to hear; she had not seen or heard a bird
or animal all day, nor even an insect.
Was this an all-plant world? The
thought made her so lonely that it was an actual physical pain, a deep
chest-squeezing ache.
No, it had at least one dragon in it—or
had HAD one, past tense. And she
vaguely recalled that though plants produced oxygen there was a complex
symbiosis with animals; so there had to be some wildlife. But where?
Had the dragon scared them all off in this area? And another thing—none of the plants she had
seen looked unusual. She even
recognized some of them; overhead was a perfectly ordinary oak....
§
During the next few days her loneliness
was eased. She began to see animals and
birds, but they seemed awfully wary.
Maybe that had something to do with the dragon; she certainly would not
want to meet one without an arsenal of weapons. The squirrels and the fox seemed normal but the rabbits she
snared had short ears. One of the birds
seemed to have a very peculiar head but she only saw it flitting overhead and
could not decide what the peculiarity was.
For all she knew a bird watcher would have recognized it as a common
type.
But some definitely strange animals were
around, too. One she saw shocked her
when she came across it at a watering place.
It looked like a small bear but had no fur. Instead it had scales the size and color of fingernails over its
tan-colored flesh, except around the eyes and mouth. There the scales were a light pink and grew progressively smaller
and redder the closer they came to skin that needed flexibility.
Fortunately, it backed off growling, then
lumbered away; she was not at all sure her crossbow bolts would have penetrated
its main body parts. She would have had
to try for a difficult shot at the eyes or the vulnerable pink areas.
Her worry about her health lessened
too. She continued to tire easily by
her standards but less so each day. It
seemed that her body was adapting to this world, maybe a little too much for
her peace of mind. Her fingernails and
toenails were growing out much thicker and had acquired a slight point almost
like a claw. She wondered if more
subtle changes were taking place also, or invisible ones inside her. And when would they stop?
The fourth day the clouds broke up and
Alessa rejoiced in the sunlight, the blue sky, and the greenness of foliage in
the bright light. Also, the sand
contained something like tiny flakes of mica that sparkled when the light
struck it just right.
As she walked her joy seemed to spread
out around her and melt into the land, lessening in intensity but growing into
a deep contentment. It relaxed her
muscles completely until they flexed with precisely gauged power to move her
across the land, pluck berries from a bush, force her empty canteen under the
chill water from a tiny, swiftly flowing stream almost invisible in an equally
tiny gully packed with bushes.
Standing, Alessa took a single swallow
from the canteen, savoring the chill water in a day turned almost hot. A faint wet-rope smell spread from the damp
cloth covering the sides of the canteen.
She could taste the faint chalkiness of minerals from the stream
bed. The dusty odor of earth filled her
nose and she breathed deeply of the hay-smell of grass.
A feeling grew in her of being connected
with all the life about her, as if she bathed in a warm ocean and her body was
dissolving into it. Beneath the ocean
was the coolness of the land, also part of her....
Slowly the feeling faded, until she was
back in her body. She capped the
canteen and slung it, hitched the backpack into a more comfortable position and
set off again.
Some of the connected feeling remained
with her, as comforting though muted as the hum of bees among spring
flowers. Energy flowed into her from
her surroundings—or from a body finally healed of a weakening sickness—and with
it came a rush of pure joy that lifted her voice in wordless song.
Her happiness surprised her. She could remember feeling this good only
rarely: when she won her first fencing tournament, got her pilot's wings,
agreed to marry John. Most amazing of
all, thinking of John no longer brought the depression she had always felt to
some extent during the year and a half since his death. She could never forget him, but it seemed as
if life before she came here was so decisively over that she could now put her
mourning behind her.
That night she saw the moon and the stars
for the first time on this world. They
were the same as on Earth. Of course
she was not a dedicated stargazer, but all pilots knew the constellations. So she must be in about the same latitude as
when she flew through the hole....
However, she saw aurora borealis, too.
She knew those dancing rainbow veils well from her tour of duty in
Alaska, but had never seen them so far south.... Still they were beautiful and she watched them till she fell
asleep.
§
Several nights later Alessa dreamed of
being watched. It was not with the
curiosity or fear she had imagined or sensed coming from animals these last few
days. Nor was there the hunger which a
few of the larger predators felt when they spied on her. Instead, there was cruel anticipation.
The strength of it brought her awake, but
she lay still with her eyes slitted.
The fire was low; she and her camp were only dimly lit. No threat could be seen but she was convinced
something was out there. If so they
might have heard her snoring and be alerted by the lack of it when she
awakened.
Fear grew in her, a sensation like ice in
her veins, but also burning as great cold sometime did. She pretended to cough, shift position, and
fall back to sleep with snores she hoped were gentle enough to be convincing
yet loud enough to be heard. Slowly,
every sense alert, she reached in the shadow to where her loaded crossbow lay,
pumped its cocking lever, and positioned it where she could grab it quickly.
Minutes passed. Nothing happened, but the being-watched feeling did not go away.
A quarter hour or an eternity later the
situation was the same. She was going
to have to do something before she tired and lost her edge.
Alessa opened her eyes slowly, blinked
them a few times, then yawned widely, sat up, yawned once more. Under cover of the action she lifted her
knife from beside the bed and tucked it in one sleeve. The cold of the blade was a shock to her
body that brought her even more awake. She scratched her head, leaned it
against one side of the entrance to her tent as if still half asleep. With her eyes almost closed and without
moving her head Alessa looked around at the forest surrounding her camp
clearing. She hoped she looked suitably
groggy.
Intentionally fumbling as she reached for
wood, she threw a couple of smaller sticks on the fire. As it brightened she noticed a movement
toward her right as something moved further behind a thick bush.
After a few moments, she slowly stood and
walked to where she had left her cup, lifted it and pretended to drink, her
back toward the watcher in the bushes.
She hoped to entice them to close with her, hoped they would not just
shoot her down.
Suddenly a man-sized figure plummeted to
earth before her. Reflexively she
stepped back, but the figure was already crouching low to cushion its impact,
straightening to tower over her. One
clawed hand was poised before her face, obviously ready to claw her eyes out if
she moved. She stifled another reflex
which would have brought up a forearm to block the threat; it would have done
more harm than good.
She froze, shocked that she—a
pilot!—could have forgotten attack from above.
But the nearest large tree was ten or twenty feet away! What was this thing?
It looked like a tall man completely
covered with short gray fur, its face vaguely catlike but essentially
human. It was wearing a breechclout and
leather harness which supported a knife but no other weapon.
It called out something and she heard
answering calls from behind her, then voices coming closer. Slowly turning her head she saw two men
coming toward her, one short and blonde, the other tall and dark-haired, and
both of them dressed like something out of Robin Hood.
The taller one grabbed her wrists from
behind, found the knife up her sleeve and yanked it out. The short one felt over her body for other
weapons, then took the knife from the tall man and stepped back beside the
catlike man to look at the knife.
He showed it to the others, saying
something in surprised tones. The
others answered—the cat-man had small fangs, she noted—and she could understand
a little of what they said. At first
the language sounded like German, of which she knew a little, but it was
not. In fact, it was quite different
from German, yet when her attention went to something else—the tall man had
dropped her arms and stepped to take the knife from Shorty—it again sounded
like German.
"Sharp as [glass/thorn]! Look."
Tall Guy shaved some hair from one of his forearms with her knife.
"Son of an [animal]!" said the
short one. "What have we got
here?" He lifted the pack she had
made of her survival kit and spilled everything on the ground. Anger washed over her, making her tremble,
but she kept a fearful look on her face.
With a strange certainty she knew that Catman noted her trembling and
mistook it for fear. He was grinning at
her and had dropped his hand to his side.
For a while they rummaged through the
contents of the pack. Shorty—who, though
youngest, seemed to be the leader—was the most active; Catman spent more time
watching her. At last they turned their
attention to her, Shorty fingering her clothing and pointing to her face. She caught the words "eyes" and
"ears" and guessed they had never seen faces like hers, or they
expected a different combination of features.
Shorty was intent on lecturing the
others, and so confident she was harmless that more than once he turned his
back to her. Tall Guy had other
concerns, however, and interrupted Shorty.
"You talk; I'll do," he said, picking up a coil of nylon cord.
He was going to tie her up! If he did she would be completely helpless,
and she was sure he meant to rape her, at the very least.
Before her conscious mind knew what her
body was doing Alessa drew saliva into her mouth and spat in Catman's eyes,
pushed Shorty against Catman, and ran toward Tall Guy. He froze for a half second then grabbed for
his sword hilt. Alessa lost sight of
him for a moment as she stopped and spun on one foot away from him, at the same
time leaning forward.
To him it may have seemed she had decided
to flee rather than attack him. But her
head turned faster than her body, her gaze locked on his belt buckle, and she
brought her other leg whipping around in a spinning roundhouse kick to his
belly just above the buckle. He
crumpled under the impact, fell full-length backward. She jumped forward and snap-kicked his throat with the edge of a
foot, crushing his windpipe, jumped sideways with awful fear, certain Catman
was behind her. She spun around to meet
him, arms whirling in a circular maneuver that would have spun a knife or a
clawed hand off to the side.
She saw Catman holding Shorty by both
shoulders while he chewed at Shorty's neck, growling furiously. Shorty fell limp, one hand dropping away
from a knife he had plunged into Catman, more than once judging by the pattern
of the blood on Catman's fur. Alessa
dropped to one knee to pull Tall Guy's sword free of its scabbard, careful even
in her haste to draw it precisely, without the blade binding in the scabbard or
the guard catching on belt or clothing.
Running forward she plunged the sword
into Catman's side, missing his heart as he swatted the blade aside. She heard and felt the blade grate against
ribs, jerked it out with a leap backward.
Instantly he leaped forward, knocking the blade aside again and opening
a red cut on his forearm. His hand
closed over the sword-guard, claws gashing her sword-hand. He jerked and Alessa
released the sword to keep from being pulled off balance. His claws drew longer gashes in her hand
before losing hold of her and the sword, which must have cut deeply into his
own hand.
Letting her wounded right hand follow his
as a counterbalance, she pivoted on her left foot and gave three sideward kicks
to his exposed knee, each kick jackhammer quick and hard. She heard a dry snap and he gave a
kangaroo-hop back on his good leg. She
could feel surprise and fear coming from him, his fury ebbing. A hiss burst from her mouth, peeling her
lips back in a ghastly, tooth-bearing smile, a clear statement of her intent to
rip him to pieces.
Pride flared within him, strengthening
his anger. He hopped toward her, hands
outstretched to grab her and bring them both down where he could get his fangs
into her. Warned by his burst of anger
she was already moving sideways and toward him to pass under his arm, receiving
a raking blow to her ribs from his claws despite her pantherish speed and grace. Stooping, Alessa picked up the sword she had
dropped and turned back toward him as he turned toward her. Lifting the blade, she let their opposing
motions push the point into his brain.
He spasmed, blood gushing from the eye,
some of it splattering her chest. Slowly he wilted, fell over backward, still
glaring at her as consciousness failed.
Alessa chopped down twice more, releasing the rest of her anger and fear
in great two-handed blows that nearly beheaded him.
She stepped far away from the body, sword
ready, eyes scanning around the forest's edge, ears straining while she tried
to quietly catch her breath. Slowly her
heaving sides eased.
The forest was silent. Only then did she realize how much screaming
and shouting they had done, scaring all animals within hearing. Slowly, as her heartbeat and breathing
returned to normal, the sound of frogs croaking began from the stream-fed pond
a little way through the trees.
Crickets scraped and cicadas buzzed their strident symphony; several
birds chirped conversationally in the distance. Her awareness seemed to extend into the dark forest.... She sensed no threat....
Minutes later pain in her wounds roused
her. Limping, the odor released by her
attackers' dead sphincters and bowels awful in her nostrils, she caught up her
canteen and ravaged first-aid kit, and went to her tent. Stones and grass stubble had cut her feet in
several places. She washed, sterilized,
and bandaged them, put on socks and boots, and treated her other wounds, the
worst being a deep cut in her cheek she did not remember receiving and the
gashes in her sword hand.
By this time she was shivering from the
breeze against her sweaty body and from reaction to the fight. She dressed, her wounds burning like fire,
broke camp and repacked her things. She
swore once at the damage they had done to various items, then remembered that
they had paid for it. That gave her a
grim satisfaction, a warm glow deep inside.
Lastly, she examined the belongings of
the others, keeping from vomiting at the horrible remains only by tensing the
muscles of her throat and belly so much they ached.
She took little. Shorty's sword and scabbard she put on, but
the other weapons were too inferior to her own to bother with; Tall Guy's sword
was in especially bad shape because it had bent from the force of her last two
blows against Catman's neck and the ground beneath it. The clothing and leatherwork were also
crudely made and fouled by their lives and their deaths. From the pouches they used for wallets she
took squares of metal that might be money and an amulet on a leather
thong. It was made of a flat red gem
clutched by a semblance of scaly copper claws.
There was a complex, twisted flaw within it but it still should be worth
something.
Had it been daylight she might have tried
to backtrack them to their camp. With
the night only half over, however, it seemed wisest to put as much distance as
possible from her campsite. Her
attackers might have reinforcements despite her feeling that there were
none. She left, following the road but
trying to stay on the hardest, grass-covered surfaces to keep from leaving
tracks.
When day came she hid herself in a dense
patch of brush and slept the day away.
Waking in the late afternoon, she ate a cold meal and remained hidden
till dark, then traveled till at least midnight. Late the next morning, having detected no pursuit, Alessa decided
to resume traveling during the day.
Carefully stripping off her blood-spotted
wool socks and bloody bandages, she washed herself gently. She felt no pain at all, and the skin showed
no signs of infection—or injury.
All her wounds had completely healed in
less than two days. There was not even
the slightest trace of scars—even the scars she'd had for years. Even the large scar from her knee operation.
Goose bumps crawled over her arms and
legs. What was happening to her?
§
In the following days the road/riverbed
began to show signs of having been traveled, mostly hoof prints and
wheel-ruts. The signs seemed months or
even years old, however. She also found
two dwellings beside the road, a day's travel apart. Both had been burned, one completely, the other partly.
In the first, completely burned one she
found skeletons, apparently human and one child-sized. Near the other she saw mounds of earth she
guessed were graves. Each had a
"headstone" made of a flowering plant and a few sticks forming a
trellis. Two of the plants were roses
held upright by twine; one was honeysuckle held up by its own twining about the
trellis. From the state of the plants
she guessed at least a year had passed since the deaths.
She wondered what kind of culture decreed
such monuments for the dead. She rather
liked the idea of using plants rather than gravestones. She also wondered what had attacked the
homes. Raiders like the ones she had
met? Or—she remembered the flames of
the dragon she had killed—something even more dangerous?
That night she dreamed of leaving the
bachelors' officers quarters on the Marine base at Norfolk, Virginia, and
driving into town in her lipstick-red Porsche.
She wore her black silk dress and high heels, an outfit that made her
feel tall, slender, and elegant. Her
hair was long, as it had been in college, and she let it fly in the breeze.
She parked at a MacDonald's and walked
toward it without running a brush through her hair, feeling its wild midnight
heaviness pull at her scalp and brush her back and bottom. Several young men were seated outside. She subtly accented her walk, arched her
back to push her bare breasts against the fabric of her dress, and knew their
gaze was on her.
Waiting in line she felt a warm hand on
her shoulder. Turning, she saw
John-before-they-married looking down at her, blond hair very short, skin very
tan, merry blue eyes and reckless smile turning his homely face beautiful. Love filled her with melting warmth and a
surge of joy jerked her arms up to crush him to her, but he was melting, going
through three years' losing battle with cancer—
She woke from the dream. An aching sorrow filled her. She would never drive her wonderful car
again, never again eat a hamburger, never again know the quiet
contentment—which had so surprised her at first—when John and she together did
even normally dull, routine activities.
She cried, hugging herself. She
sensed the life-sea around her and reached out to it. It wrapped her in its warmth, as if with her mother's arms. Slowly she became aware of rhythm within the
warmth, her heartbeat or something deeper.
It rocked her gently to sleep.
§
Late in the afternoon several days later
Alessa was making tea from the minty-flavored roots of a plant she had
recognized from childhood outings. It
was a bit early to be making camp, but she had found a small abandoned village
that provided good shelter. The fire
burned in a raised fire pit in the middle of a brick-walled room, the smoke
leaving through a hole in the ceiling protected from rain by a baffle on the
roof.
The conviction grew on her that she was
being watched. By this time she had
enough experience to know such feelings were based on reality and not
imagination, part of her empathic connection with the life about her. She cast about in the invisible ocean for
the origin of this feeling—it seemed curious rather than hostile—and placed it
at a few yards ahead of her seat by the fire.
Looking at the empty space at that spot
she felt someone standing there, hidden somehow.
At that the air wavered as if from
heat-shimmer. A blurred figure
appeared, and her eyes began to pick out details: a wide leather belt, a pouch
hanging from it, a staff on which the figure leaned. She focused on a startled face within the cloak's hood and said,
"Join me for tea?"
"By [garble]! You can see me!" he said. He gaped at her, took a hasty step backward,
stumbled over a loose tile. At that all
the shadowy translucence of his figure sharpened to solidity. It was a young man with a great curly mane
of red hair and beard, freckled hands clasped around a two-yard wooden staff
which he had raised in a diagonal before him.
Under the cloak—its outside shimmering a bit before settling into a dull
gray—he wore a dark rose tunic over dark green pants. The pants legs were tucked into scuffed black boots.
Alessa realized she had spoken in the
not-German of her attackers of a couple of weeks ago. And he had answered in what sounded like French. But it was not! She was fluent in French, and this language was totally
different. Yet when she tried to answer
him in her Parisian academic's dialect it came out in that not-French that he
spoke: "Of course I can see you.
Please sit down and have some tea.
It'll help you get your wind back."
She poured tea from the pot into her
collapsible cup, added one of her last packets of sugar to it, and took a
sip. She was quite pleased with herself
and at the same time amused by her smug self-satisfaction.
Having gotten him off guard she was not
about to let him recover. She extended
the cup toward him, saying "Sorry I can't offer you your own cup. I'm somewhat limited in what I brought with
me." When he continued to stare at
her, she raised an eyebrow in imitation of an urbane Frenchwoman she had known.
He slowly stepped forward, cautiously
took the cup from her and squatted, the staff sliding through his other hand to
rest against his shoulder. She noticed with
approval that his hands seemed strong but dexterous. He let the steam rise into his face and she knew he was analyzing
the scent. He took a sip, holding the
tea in his mouth long enough for tongue to agree with nose, swallowed. He looked into her face, took a bigger sip,
and handed the cup back. Demurely she
took a sip and set the cup between them.
"I'm Magician Iliamber
Kimet-Hoshos."
"Magician" had professorial overtones. "Kimet" was his father's family
name, "Hoshos" his mother's, she knew. But how did she know all that?
"I'm Alessa Lee," she
said. "I don't know the title for
what I am. I'm a soldier...." She paused, struggling for the words.
"Normally I command a score
of...dragons," she said, "dragons" being the best translation
for "planes" she could manage.
"But I'm also qualified to command ground troops."
She gave herself a spot promotion to
light colonel, rationalizing that this was legitimate since she was the only
representative of American interests in this world. Now she could truthfully lay claim to what she thought she could
really handle, given the technical and social limits she guessed at in
Iliamber's society. No words came to
her for battalions or regiments, so she fell back on numbers.
"I can command around a thousand men." Or so she had tried to say, but
"men" twisted into a unisex word similar to "citizen." Did that mean the culture and thus language
was not sexist, or that her own values were affecting her speech?
The raiders she had encountered certainly
had not been feminists. Once they had
taken away her knife they had treated her like a harmless, idiot child—which
had gotten them killed. If they had
been used to thinking of women as warriors she would probably be dead, even
with all her martial arts.
Suddenly it all came together—the
different languages and guessed-at cultures of the magician and the raiders,
the no-one's land she was passing through, the attack of the dragon. There was a war on! And war was her business.
A fierce, hot joy flashed through her,
building quickly to exultation. This
was as quickly followed by concern.
Since John's death she had been burdened with continuous depression
leavened by occasional flashes of barely controllable rage. Since coming to this world her depression had
gone. But obviously her anger
remained. It might be even stronger
without apathy damping it.
Her thoughts had been rapid but not
instantaneous. Iliamber was looking at
her, waiting for her to go on.
"I'm a stranger in your
country," she said. "Tell me
a little about it?"
He grinned, teeth very white against his
freckled tan. There was a slight gap
between his upper teeth, giving him something of a bumpkin's look. "There's a lot to tell. What do you want to know?"
"Oh—landshape." Geography.
"How many people in your country, where your neighboring countries
are.... Whatever you would want to know
in my place."
Iliamber settled himself and described
Diamont. She had to ask him to repeat
things, and explain others. The
language came to her quickly, but ideas behind them were sometimes unfamiliar,
or the idioms did not translate well.
Some of it she simply had to pass by and ask for clarification or more
details in the days to come.
Diamont, she discovered, was bounded on
the east, the direction she was traveling, by a tremendous mountain range
running roughly north and south but with fingers intruding well into
Diamont. The intrusions, together known
as the Highlands, sloped gently enough to provide numerous sheltered valleys
with rich farmlands and timberlands.
The mountains were also mined extensively.
Alessa and Iliamber were in the middle of
the Lowlands, on an old road leading to Diamont's capitol, Queens-hall. The city was on the westernmost edge of the
Highlands.
The northern and southern parts of
Diamont were plains country, the northern very fertile, the southern hotter and
dryer. North Riding and South Riding
were inhabited by horse-borne nomads with similar lifestyles. However there was some antagonism between
them, due partly to their different racial backgrounds and because they were
supported by different herd animals, cattle and sheep, which didn't mix well.
"Is that why I saw signs of war
around here?" she asked.
"What? No, they're separated enough by the land that their hostility
doesn't amount to much. Not anymore,
anyway. Mostly they just make
scandalous jokes about each other.
"Say, all this talking is making me
thirsty, and I'm hungry as well. Would
you share a meal with me?"
"Certainly," she answered,
wondering if the sharing would ritually bind them to friendliness. She thought it would, but she could not tell
if this was just a guess (or hope) or if it was true knowledge gained from his
mind. Obviously her mysteriously
acquired telepathy or empathy or whatever was very limited when it came to
complex matters.
She put some wood on the fire she had
nearly let go out and began to fix food.
Iliamber brought out of his knapsack a loaf of hard, stale bread and a
chunk of cheese. Alessa opened the last
can of Spam, which she had been saving for some special occasion, and put on
some water to boil for more tea.
Iliamber was fascinated by the can and the way she opened it with the
key soldered to its side.
Afterwards he told her about the
war. The western part of Diamont,
Seaplatt, was a rich farmland. It
bordered an ocean which supplied fish for numerous seaside villages. For more than a century witches skilled in
"farsight" had been stationed in every few seaside villages. Raiders from the sea rarely were successful
because they were usually met by forces who knew exactly where and when they
would strike and the size of the attack.
But a dozen years ago the raiders had
found some way to avoid farsight. They
had successfully invaded Seaplatt, pushing inland in great numbers until
stopped at a long wall caused long ago by a sinking of Seaplatt.
By itself the Wall, only a dozen or
two-dozen feet in most places, was not a great barrier. In several places, in fact, the stone and
earth had weathered or been worked into ramps.
But it gave a strategic advantage to Diamont's army during a battle a
few years ago. A great victory had been
won—only to do Diamont no good in the long run. Seaplatt was too full of invaders to subdue.
The magician Miliaret had seen only one
useful strategy: give up Seaplatt and close it off from the rest of
Diamont. After much arguing and
agonizing, the order had been given to do it.
Miliaret cast a spell and all along the fault line of the Wall plants
began to grow rapidly, changing as they grew.
Wild beasts came, hid in the tangled forest, and also changed. In a single day Seaplatt had been blockaded
by a strip forest choked with dense undergrowth beneath huge trees, inhabited
by ferocious animals, and infected with a strong spell that dizzied the senses
and filled one's heart with fear.
God damn! Magic really works here.
Unless he was spinning a tall tale.
But she believed him, partly because of the dragon. It had flown at transonic speeds and breathed
fire. She just did not believe an
organic creature could do that without unnatural aid. She had also observed Iliamber shed invisibility, though that
might be credited to "telepathic hypnosis" or some such
quasi-scientific explanation.
Most persuasive, however, were the emotional
undertones she picked up when he spoke of magic: of forces and things
completely outside the laws of matter, energy, and spacetime of which the
universe was woven. This was mixed with
a feeling of using the paranatural as routinely as she used machines.
Alessa thought of all the horrors that
had ever assaulted her from movies and books and shivered at the idea that any
of them might be real.
She looked up quickly at Iliamber. He had not noticed; intense curiosity glowed
within him. "Tell me about your
home," he said. She did so,
talking long into the night, and succeeding nights.
When they could not stay awake any longer
this night they arranged their beds, with unspoken agreement, on opposite sides
of the fire.
"Sleep well," Iliamber said,
standing up from arranging his bedding.
"My staff will protect us."
He closed his eyes briefly, whispered something, and walked to the fire,
where he brought the staff down like a spear in the middle of the fire pit.
Alessa watched with fascination as the apparently
wooden staff passed through a piece of firewood as if the wood was as
insubstantial as flame. When he took
his hand away from it, the staff stood embedded upright in the stone. From it radiated feelings of alertness and
utter cold, next to which a computer's mere neutrality was as loving as a
puppy's. Something in her said demon.
"Good night," she said and laid
herself down. She had absolutely no
doubt that they were safe, at least from threats from outside the room. Uneasily she willed her unconscious sentinel
to stay especially alert to threat from the demon, then went to sleep.
§
The next day Iliamber came with her when
she set off on the eastward fork of the road leaving the ruined village. They passed several farms. The first few were vacant. Others were worked by people who kept a
fearful eye on the sky. Iliamber nodded
when she asked if they were afraid of the dragon.
"They don't know it's dead?"
she asked. Earlier that morning she had
described how she had killed the dragon, but it had not been news to him. A witch with farsight had been watching the
dragon and seen the fight.
"No, only the Queen and Council
know. I'm not sure how many the raiders
conjured. I've had a dream about a
third dragon, beside yours"—he meant her aircraft—"and the one you
killed, I mean."
She sensed frustration underneath his
words. "But I don't know if it's a
True Dream," he said, "and if so whether it showed the past or the
future. It's best everyone stays
alert."
He swung his staff at some thistles,
sending tiny white parachutes flying.
Alessa thought that rather cavalier treatment of a demon—if that was
what the staff was. Or did he call a
demon up and house it in the staff when he wanted one?
As they traveled they continued to trade
information. At first Diamont seemed to
have a feudal setup, which matched the technological level she had seen so far,
but it soon became clear that they had at least a rudimentary democracy. He spoke of town, parish, and state
councils. The Queen came from a noble
family and ruled for life, but she was selected from a standing pool of
candidates. Even more confusing, every
third or fourth Queen was a man, but was still called "Queen."
Well before noon they came to a village,
somewhat bigger than the vacant one they had slept in but still housing a
couple of hundred people—or normally it would have. Judging from the state of the buildings at least half the people
had left in the last year or so.
The people dressed in pants, long shorts,
or kilts without any pattern of sexual differentiation she could make out. Except for that, the town and the people
reminded her of those she had seen in backwaters of the American West, with
about the same proportion of dark- and light-skinned people. The inn at which they stopped, however, had
a vaguely Continental air. An outdoor
café fronted the inn.
The woman who came to greet them had an
emotional undertone that convinced Alessa she was the proprietor. She obviously knew Iliamber. Without asking she brought them both good,
dark beer and light, slightly sweet bread.
She and Iliamber gossiped briefly about mutual acquaintances. Alessa drew some discreetly curious glances
from her and the few customers but was left alone.
In a short while a young woman, from
dress and actions obviously a soldier, came up to them. After introductions the woman took down a
report from Iliamber, spreading her writing materials on a nearby table. She wrote with a pencil on a stiff paper
fan-folded like computer paper but only a half-dozen or so sheets long.
In the middle of the street two male
soldiers lounged, talking idly, looking in opposite directions with periodic
skyward glances. Both wore swords and a
dark brown uniform matching the woman's but with a rougher appearance. One had an unstrung bow attached to a quiver
of arrows slung on his back. The other
carried a staff similar to Iliamber's but a third its length and more
slender. The quiver on his back
contained two more staves like the one he carried. The emotional undertones Alessa got from him suggested that these
staves were powerful weapons.
When Alessa finished her beer the
proprietor, standing nearby in the doorway to the inn's interior, came forward
with a porcelain pitcher and asked if she wanted a refill. She gratefully accepted; Iliamber was
picking up the tab. She felt her smile
trip a balance in the woman between politeness and intense curiosity.
"Did you really kill the dragon,
Ser?"
Alessa considered her a moment. Whether it was her empathic sense or clues
in the woman's face and behavior, she got an impression of earnest maturity
leavened by good humor. Iliamber had
not cautioned her about secrecy. She
saw no reason not to be honest.
"Yes. At least, I killed one dragon.
We think there may be another, so don't get your hopes up."
The burst of happiness from the
proprietor was reward enough. She set
the pitcher on the table, bowed to Alessa, and almost ran inside the inn. Moments later a young boy burst from the
doorway with a basket of the bread and set it on her table. His eyes big as he looked at her, he backed
toward the doorway. She winked at him
and smiled. He ducked his head and
vanished into the building.
Around her she could feel the spread of
the happy news through the village, a tinge of caution in it assuring her that
both good and bad parts of her message were being transmitted. The joy swelled and washed over her. It felt good.
I could get addicted to this hero
business, she thought.
At some point the emotion triggered
another instance of sharp awareness in her of life spread across the land. This time there was more detail. She sensed life's shape, concentrations, and
thin spots for miles around, its extent below and above the surface. Then it faded back to near—but not quite—nothing.
Looking out at the village and the first
gently swelling hills beyond it, affection for this land washed over her,
piercingly sweet and strongly protective.
Alessa wondered at its source. Had Iliamber bespelled her? Was her empathic sense being swamped by
emotions from the villagers?
Neither idea felt right, however. Now that she turned her attention to the
feeling, she remembered that it had been slowly growing in the past few
weeks. She recalled happy times during
her childhood in heavily forested Marin County just north of San Francisco,
vacations in the Rocky Mountains during college. She had even enjoyed survival training in deserts and swamps
during her first few years as a Marine, something she had never told anyone but
John for fear of ridicule. Normal
people should hate such experiences and macho Marines endure them, not like
them.
This feeling was a continuation of those
old ones, feelings she had gradually lost as she became ever more immersed in
the other world she loved, the machine world of aircraft and airbases, the
stringent joys of flight at the edge of space.
After finishing his report, Iliamber took
her to buy additional supplies and then to a stable to look at horses. There were none available, however, so after
a lunch at the inn he set out on foot for Queens-hall. Alessa went with him. She was curious about the capitol and
Iliamber seemed like a good entree into Diamont society.
Not that she thought she was likely to
lose his company. She knew that his
meeting her had been no accident; it was probably truer to say the he went with
her.
Iliamber was preoccupied and set a fast
pace. A couple of times he checked
himself to walk more slowly, thinking he was pushing her. She just grinned at him and speeded up. Eventually he would learn that, despite his
long legs and her short ones, he was the one who needed the coddling.
They still managed to talk, especially
after they settled into a cave in a hillside that night. Iliamber was as fascinated by technology as
she was by magic, which Diamont used to some of the same effect as
technology. For instance, the report he
had given earlier was already in Queens-hall.
Its image had been sent by a "sightcaster," a sort of
long-distance illusion that was then copied by hand.
In other ways the analogy between
technology and magic broke down. This
became clearer to her as he talked about the two kinds of magic. Natural magic was usually wielded by women,
guided by intuition, and came from Mother Earth, which (despite the name) was
neither feminine nor a conscious entity—at least that was his opinion, one
contrary to popular thought.
Supernatural magic, on the other hand, was usually done by men, came
from "Chaos, outside the universe," and paradoxically (she thought)
controlled via logical or mathematical means.
Iliamber also talked about the other
peoples and countries of this world. He
had traveled widely and was older than he looked.
This was to be expected, she decided as
she finally nestled into her bedding for the night, when at least marginally
useful healing magic was inborn to most women and perhaps half the men. Disease of any kind was quickly cured;
terrible wounds took longer but eventually disappeared without scarring. In this Diamont was far more advanced than
her old home. She dozed off wondering
what other surprises this world had in store for her.
§
As they finished their tea the next
morning she brought up a concern she had: how to support herself. Iliamber assured Alessa she would be welcome
in Queens-hall. Indeed, the Queen would
give her an estate that would support her well for life.
That was stretching hospitality to
ridiculous limits. She looked closely
at him and tried to open her empathic sense all the way.
He meant it. He was also embarrassed and ashamed about something. Something bad.
She slowly stood up, cup forgotten in her
hand. "Why would the government be
so generous?"
"We owe it to you. Without meaning to...we brought you
here." He was sure she would be
angry at him. He had wronged her
terribly.
She shifted her weight a bit forward and
bent her knees slightly, poised to jump in any direction—maybe onto him.
"We needed a dragon to fight the
dragon that'd been preying on us. But
the spell misfired. Instead I got
you." He was tense and a little
fearful, but mostly he was ashamed.
"You got me?" She stared at him, angry but not as much as
she might have been. Was he dosing her
with a magical tranquilizer?
"Yes. Since Miliaret died I've been the senior Magician. Bridging the worlds is very tricky. I've done it only twice before, and never
for anything very big or important—or living."
Maybe her anger was tempered with
caution; that staff was obviously a potent weapon—though she felt that it was
much less dangerous in his hands than acting autonomously as it had been last
night.
Something else puzzled her. "Wouldn't you just have been trading
one dragon for another if you killed theirs off that way? And what made you think yours would
win?"
Iliamber relaxed somewhat. "The spell was set to find a dragon
that was more dangerous than the one already here. That much worked right, obviously. After the battle..."
He went on to explain a process that reminded Alessa, with a Master's in
aeronautical engineering, of nothing more than a computer program.
If Iliamber's first dragon failed, his
spell would have repeatedly found and pulled in another dragon until one was
successful. This would have triggered a
reversal of the adaptation spell....
She had to stop him and make him explain
further. Like most experts he had a
hard time realizing that what was obvious to him was not always obvious to
everyone else.
An adaptation spell changed objects and
animals so they could exist and live in a hostile environment. A very strong spell was needed when
something came from another universe, where the laws were always at least a bit
different.
"So. So victory triggers reversal of the adaptation spell,"
Alessa said. "Then what?"
He explained, annoyed at what he felt was
willful obtuseness, that obviously she and her dragon would have snapped back
into her universe. But since her
dragon—her aircraft—was much more alien than the spell was set for, the spell
had exhausted the magic on the jet and herself before completing the adaptation. Obviously it could not then reverse
itself. Thus her universe could not
pull her back where she belonged.
"So I'm stuck here?"
His annoyance faded, replaced again by
guilty embarrassment. "Yes. Your universe has adjusted to your absence
now, so there's no longer a connection between it and you. And your adaptation was so complete that in
many ways you're now better suited to live here than we natives are. So I can't identify the world you came from
by 'reading' you. Of course, I could
send you to a world similar to yours, but you'd be a complete stranger
there."
That idea did not appeal to her at all,
but she found very little disappointment about not going "home." Maybe it was a side-effect of the adaptation
spell. On the other hand, she had
already mourned her losses and put them behind her, and she had never quite fit
anywhere, except with John and through him.
Here she had already carved a place by killing the dragon, though she
was not naive enough to think it would be easy to take and hold that
place. And beyond Diamont there was a
whole world to challenge her, a whole world to explore!
She looked at Iliamber.
Were her emotions being orchestrated now? She did not think so, but if she found out differently she would
make sure he regretted it, pet demon or not.
Suddenly a thought struck her. "Iliamber, I think I know why your
spell went wrong." She
giggled. "My plane isn't really a
dragon, it just looks a little like one.
Inside, and the way it runs, it's completely different. My nickname is 'Dragon Lady.' It was me your spell found."
A blank look crossed his face. He did not understand. Then he did and his face twisted in
annoyance. That tickled her too. She began to laugh. He stomped over to his pack and began to
throw things into it, which she found even funnier. She sat down with her back against a wall, laughing so hard she
felt weak. He slung on his pack,
stomped to the fire-pit, jerked his staff out of the stone, and walked out.
Her laughter died away. She sighed; now she had to apologize. Still, as she packed she decided their
relationship was not hurt all that much.
She had not sensed great annoyance on his part and she judged him a
cheerful personality who got over anger quickly and rarely held a grudge.
Just as she finished putting on her
backpack Iliamber yelled something and she heard a brief clatter of rocks
rolling. It sounded as if he had
fallen.
Alessa grabbed up her crossbow and cocked
it, then sprinted out of the cave to catch any ambushers by surprise, 'bow
ready, herself ready to duck, dodge, or fire.
Outside there was only Iliamber. He lay about fifty feet down the trail, a
boulder as big as his torso atop him.
To her amazement he was surrounded by a cocoon of faint blue light,
brighter where sharp edges dug into him, or tried to. The cocoon was a shield.
Its light dazzled her eyes, here on the hill side still shaded from the
early-morning sun.
Then she realized it was not a boulder
atop him. It was a claw. Her eyes followed it to a leg and up it to a
body. Her bewildered eyesight
momentarily rejected as nonsense something that seemed simultaneously boulders,
a dinosaur, and a small passenger jet, something which had waited like a cat
outside a mousehole and swatted its prey when it left the safety of the
cave. Something that to her empathic
sense was first illusive and almost not there, then suddenly blatantly strange
and very strong in her mind.
A head as big as Alessa's body levitated
on a dinosaur neck and Alessa stared a mere thirty feet into the dragon's
face. "Never look into a dragon's
eyes." From wherever the warning
came, it came too late.
The eyes were ovals the size of
headlights, the long axis horizontal.
The sclera were a lovely rose, faintly luminous and totally at odds with
the harsh reptilian face and body.
There were no pupils, unless they were the black X-shape that slashed
across each eye, expanding and contracting with the beast's heartbeat—if it had
a heart. Each X seemed to spin despite
doing nothing but pulse slightly. She
felt faintly dizzy and she could not move.
Nor did she want to. Apathy settled over her, then the leaden
feeling of depression weighed her down.
Her body sagged and sleepiness dragged at her eyelids; they drooped but did
not close. The dizziness gave way to a
floating sensation. Her eyes stared
straight ahead, at nothing, unfocussed, blind.
She was nothing, worthless, only good for food....
That idea rasped her ego like flint
against steel. A spark of anger
flared. It fed on memories of being too
short, too young, not dainty, not beautiful, not male, not white, not Chinese,
not Chicana, not Academy, not Infantry....
She fanned the fires of rage and used
them to drive her mind and body to their limits, and to stretch those limits—as
when she had competed for the Triathalon in her teens, for scholarships in
college, for flight school in the Corps, for respect as a professional soldier.
As she had countless times on playing
fields and in cockpits all over the world, Alessa mastered her breathing and
called energy from her body's stores for her muscles, senses, and brain. She glared at the dragon, which was hunched
over Iliamber's misty cocoon like a thief over a safe. Her mind busily sought a way to kill it.
In a pocket at her thigh a snowflake of
fire began to burn next to her skin. It
was where she had placed the red-stone pendant taken from Shorty's body. Instantly she understood: the claws about
the stone, the flaw within—they symbolized a dragon. No, somehow they were, at this moment, this dragon. The pendant had let the raiders speak to
their beasts, and it had led this dragon to her.
The great head moved a bit closer to
Alessa, slashed-rose eyes catching at her, pulling at her—to no avail. Alessa stared into the dragon's eyes. The dragon, challenged, exerted its will
more strongly. The rose of its eyes
grew brighter. Alessa saw a faint,
rapid pulsing in them. The motionless
X-shapes spun hypnotically, the pulsing stroboscopically matching a rhythm in
her own eyes or deeper within her. The
pressure on her will grew enormously, but Alessa remained as rooted in herself
as the mountains in the Earth.
Then, as a skilled sword fighter might
change tactics in mid-stroke, the dragon stabbed at Alessa's mind through the
pendant.
A kaleidoscope of images flared in her
mind, then melded into a single image: land and sky seen from a mile up, a
sight that must be terrifying to any human the dragon had ever known. The landscape tilted and began to grow as
the dragon, in memory, dived. Down,
down, the land fleeing underneath dizzyingly fast, a wooden house and barn on
the horizon and then much closer, a jet of flame from the dragon's mouth
spearing each of them as it flashed over the buildings.
The world tilted again as the dragon turned
and swooped. Alessa saw human figures
running toward the burning farmhouse from the tilled field nearby, heard a hiss
of triumph as the dragon bore down on the widely separated figures. The scene tilted first one way then the
other as the dragon flirted left then right to snatch a body in each claw. Alessa heard and felt bones break under the
impact....
But Alessa was like no human the dragon
had ever known. She replied with a
similar scene, with herself in a fighter aircraft strafing and raining bombs on
a simulated missile-launch site. She
followed it with a replay of her fight with the dragon. Before her ejection, however, she
cross-faded to a training session where she flew a Harrier jet against the much
newer, larger, and more powerful F16—and won, due to the difficulty of seeing
her tiny jet with its smokeless fuel, to its unmatched agility, and her skill.
The symbolism of the apparently helpless
winning over much greater strength was not lost on the dragon. Alessa felt its anger at the idea and
guessed at the cause; tangling with a magician could painfully disillusion a
dragon about the overwhelming advantages of size and strength.
Next the dragon projected a memory of a
mountain honeycombed with caves, inhabited by hundreds of dragons, crystalline
walls and fabulous treasures shining gloriously in eldritch flame. In answer Alessa showed the most impressive
parts of New York viewed by day from helicopter and Paris by night from taxi. She followed that with a replay of a NASA
film, made with convincingly realistic animation, showing a spacecraft launch
and flight and the building of a huge space habitat holding lakes and land as
well as a city.
Top that, God damn you! Alessa sent over the link.
The dragon could not. Moreover, it was intelligent and its
intelligence worked against it; it understood all too well the sophistication
of a power that could travel space. For
a moment its arrogance faltered.
Then it reacted as a human might. It rejected humility and the ideas causing
the feeling, closed the communication link, and sought to destroy her. It reared its head and drew breath to flame
Alessa to carbon.
But Alessa felt its decision, even before
it did. She tore the shark repellent
from its Velcro patch on her flotation vest and threw it at the dragon's
mouth. The wind of inhalation sucked it
straight down the monster's throat.
She had gambled that a taste awful enough
to spoil even a shark's ever-ravenous appetite would at least slow down a
dragon. The tactic worked better than
she had hoped. The dragon convulsed,
straightened, and vomited. At the same
moment Alessa shot a steel-tipped dart into the eye closest to her.
The dragon reared back on its hind legs,
its great wings opening with a thunderclap of wind that almost blew Alessa off
her feet, the brick-red of its wingtips glowing where they met sunlight above
the hill's shadow, the rest of its body a dark silhouette against the blue
sky. It screamed. The sound was as loud as a steam whistle;
needles seemed to pierce Alessa's ear drums.
Riding the storm of sound and pain as
best she could, Alessa unsnapped the cover of her dart case on her belt and
reloaded and cocked the crossbow.
Raising the 'bow to the ready in hopes of getting the other eye before
it killed her—which it would surely do—she was astonished to see Iliamber
swaying on his feet. His staff was
braced under his arm and aimed like a lance toward the dragon towering over
him. His face was strained by pain or
concentration and his eyes were closed; he seemed to be chanting
something. His eyes opened as he
shouted a final word which her deafened ears could not hear.
From a point near the skyward end of the
staff a needle-fine line of incandescent violet light winked into existence, so
bright that Alessa clamped her eyes shut and jerked her head away. An apparently faint thunder-clap punished
her ears further. Tears flooded her
eyes and she blinked several times and wiped them away, then shielded her eyes
with a hand and looked back.
Where the light struck the dragon molten
red spread and vapor and smoke spewed.
Above the dragon the line of light continued into the dawn sky, faintly
visible in the vapor-smoke erupting from the upper side of the dragon.
Still blinking her weeping eyes and
trying to see around after-images of the light-lance, Alessa saw the red spot
on the dragon move, first one way then the other, to slash a squashed sideways
V across its breast. It must have
almost cut the dragon in two; the body seemed to fold in half as it began to
fall.
The light winked out and Alessa screamed
at Iliamber to run. Instead he tried to
invoke the shield he had used earlier.
He managed only a brief, flickering blue glow before the huge body
crashed down onto him.
Alessa dropped her crossbow and scrambled
down the trail and around the dragon.
She found Iliamber half-covered by a leathery wing. He had been protected somewhat by the
unevenness of the land but he was unconscious and bleeding from nose and mouth.
Levering up the wing with her sword and
propping large stones underneath, she managed to free his body and pull it from
under the heavy wing. She tried to do
this as gently as possible and keep his body from flexing from its original
position; she had no wish to inflict further trauma to internal injuries, and
broken bones could cut like knives.
Still, she had to extract him because she could not work on him under
the dragon.
Her attentions were useless,
however. As she carefully felt his body
for broken bones he began to snore loudly, blood forming bubbles at his nose
and mouth, his body spasming. His eyes
opened and turned upward to stare at death.
In the hill-shadow the whites of his eyes faintly glistened.
Alessa looked at him, her left hand
fisted and gently pounding her leg. A
thought struck her. She jumped up and
got his staff from beneath the dragon, examined it from end to end. She could neither see nor feel any detail
that suggested it was anything other than plain wood polished smooth. She tried her empathic sense on it but she
could detect no trace of the demon personality she had sensed when he set the
staff to protect their sleep.
She sat down, slipped the staff under
Iliamber's nearest hand, and focused her attention on the staff, holding his
hand around the wood and keeping her own in contact with the wood. Maybe she could repeat her linguistic feats
with the raiders and Iliamber.
"Wake up. Your master needs you," she said urgently. She repeated this several times in
Iliamber's sort-of-French language, straining to communicate with any
intelligence reachable in or through the staff. Then she tried repeating it in her grandparents' Chinese and
Spanish, then in English, then in German.
They all came out in some analog form,
presumably languages in this world. The
staff remained simple wood.
Finally she gave up. Slowly she released his hand and closed her
eyes. A great sorrow welled up in her,
for Iliamber, for Matt, for John, and she did what she had not been able to do
since childhood: she began to cry.
Great racking sobs tore her lungs and throat, but that pain was nothing
compared to the agony in her soul.
Instinctively she drew the life-force of
the land about her for comfort, as she had several nights ago. She grew warm and felt as if rocked in
someone's arms. The sensation was so
strong this time she could almost hear someone speaking comforting nonsense to
her. From her breaking heart she
replied, "Help him! Help
him!"
And she was answered. An impulse came to take his hand. Tightly she grasped it in both her own. Another urge came to her; closing her eyes,
she sent the warmth surrounding her into him and, with it, her own perceptions.
She seemed to be a river flowing into a
vast building or cave system, housing structures of many sizes and purposes,
each one decorated with frescoes which, touched properly, showed an animated
diagram of the structure's working. Her
waters nudged broken timbers and walls back into place and cemented them
together. She soaked into dried mud and
washed it away from the structures. She
became oil and fire and coaxed ease and power into the structures, setting them
to operating like machines of more-than-modern sophistication. At the center of the caves a great pump or
player piano came to life and sent her whirling, swooping all through the caves
and back again. At some point she was
joined by another river. They danced
around each other to the tune of a glorious, bone-shivering music that reminded
her of a Viennese waltz. That struck
her as very funny. Laughing, she withdrew
into her own caves and opened her eyes to look down at Iliamber. He was smiling. She smiled back.
"I died. I know I died. And you
healed me," he said, wonder in his voice.
"Thank you," he said softly.
Alessa quirked her eyebrows and smiled
more broadly. "Welcome back,"
she said. She stood and offered him her
hands to help him up. He took them but
came up with perfect ease, then cut a dance step, or something very like it,
still holding her hands. She laughed.
"I owe you a great debt," he
said. Alessa sobered; she could feel
him about to declare himself her slave forever or something equally
bothersome. She cut him off.
"I feel the same way about
you," she said. "If you
hadn't started cutting on the dragon that instant I'd be overdone hamburger."
Hah! That got him. Their debts were equal and canceled. At least he agreed to that intellectually; emotionally he was not
quite convinced. Well, that was
fine. A little gratitude she could
handle.
Iliamber fidgeted, looking away from
her. His gaze passed over the dragon's
body.
"Well, now I know," he
said. "There were three
dragons."
Alessa glanced over at the huge
body. It looked even more like boulders
now. It had a strong acid smell that
reminded her of long-ago chemistry courses.
"It looks more like three and a half
to me," she said.
"No, not it. You.
You're the third dragon in my dream."
"What?!"
He laughed. She really liked his laugh.
Of course, for the moment she liked everything about him, as if she had
created him on the spot—which, in a sense, she had.
"I couldn't see much from my
position, but I could tell you faced the dragon down, eye to eye. And I could guess that you were fighting it
mind to mind. Only another dragon could
do that. So you see, my spell worked
right after all!"
"Well, I am called the Dragon
Lady."
"No, it's not the name, except
perhaps that the name expresses a truth."
For a moment she felt him on the verge of launching into a lecture on
magic, but he thought better of it.
"Come on. Let's get on the
road. We'll be in Queens-hall this very
day."
By noon they came through the pass at the
top of the low hills. They were met by
a gentle breeze and stood looking out across a green valley toward a higher set
of hills climbing toward the mountain range to the east. Sprawled in the center, on both sides of a
winding river, was the city of Queens-hall.
It was beautiful from this distance,
buildings of pastel colors arranged in a regular pattern suggestive of long-ago
city planning. Near the far edge the
palace that gave the city its name looked out over the city from atop a high
mound surrounded by a wall. There were
pennants flying from every tower.
The flags were matched by sails on small
sailboats in the river. Most sails were
white, some of them accented with bright colors; a few were solid colors. They reminded her of hot-air balloons, hang
gliders, and sailplanes. That set off
another train of thought in her engineer’s mind, starting with the considerable
effort Iliamber had to exert to resist the sharp recoil of his fire-lance, as
if he held a rocket. Visions of
magic-heated jet engines danced through her head....
Alessa grabbed Iliamber's hand and pulled
at him. "Come on!" she
shouted. She fled laughing down the
hill.
The Dragon Lady would fly again.